Out of Darkness
Sometimes I pull you out of
darkness
and try to see beyond that last night.
Clothing your bones in a
new suit,
I listen once again to old stories:
the corpse who sprang to
life at his wake;
a priest’s head rolling down to ditches.
You breathed
life into a homeland
you left behind.
Another tug away from that old
carapace
brings you blast-furnace red in dirty overalls,
a week’s wages
your recompense
and one too many in the company of friends.
And then
you call me to inspect the rows
of gleaming vegetables laid out upon a
bench
and stand back always proud
of all you’ve made.
I hold you
close before you fall back
shedding memories, leaving us behind
and
walking through white walled rooms
where I appear as a
stranger.
Like Bella
I barely
press the pedal, yet glide smoothly
sweep around curves and flow alongside
rivers.
Nothing can touch me here as mountains fold
around me and draw
me into their deep crevices.
I’m careful to slow sometimes
to switch
off the engine and listen
to gaze at jagged edges
crisp against a
perfect sky.
I haven’t even thought of him – really
you have to leave
the past behind.
My skin sticks to warm green leather
as climbing, the
engine strains and sighs.
Yet I’m like Chagall’s Bella in
Promenade
soaring high with arms outstretched and open
savouring
buoyancy.